Sweetener

2011-12-26T04:40:00.001-08:00

Sigh.

Idk if I should feel angry or sad.

I have been enduring. Tolerating what i didnt expected i could even be tolerating. You overestimated me. I can't take it.

You know what? I look down on myself alr.

I'm not gonna try any further. 我很累

2011-12-14T09:24:00.001-08:00

Happy burfday daddy!

Has been months since I updated.
Life's the same old cycle.
Finished my Nitec, hopefully I could get into higher Nitec!

-

Celebrated my father's birthday at Swatow seafood restaurant. Had dim sum buffet together with family & Samuel.

2011-04-25T23:02:00.000-07:00

Feeling so idk what now. I dont understand. Nobody does too
I can't stand the noise in the class. I wish I can leave this crazy place today.
I wish I can go against somethings.
And today i can feel how scary ppl can get. Someone u had taken off guard.
Did things said things to smear u from the back.
This world is getting scarier

With you I'm not myself because I'm not alone.

2011-03-18T10:27:00.000-07:00

Needs the care patience and attention like before

2011-02-25T04:31:00.000-08:00

Picture post~

Midnight movie with Samuel - Gulliver's travel

- Laksania with father, Sam & Abi.
Only took my share because they say eat also need take picture~

-PS with Nicolette

- Bub beeee

- Cute Chloe!

-School~ Playing with Suet Ling's front camera

-Valentine's Day. 14th

爱你，关心你，不只是现在或一下子，是要一辈子。

2011-02-01T08:18:00.000-08:00

Liang nian jiu zhe yang guo le.
Hao de, huai de, dan zai zui hou wo hai hui zai zhe.
Jiu xiang ni.
Wo hui ji de ni ye ji de ni de hao.

2011-01-23T17:26:00.000-08:00

Go back to square 1/

There are some things you can, yet i cant
Some things i regretted but i cant make it up
Some things you say yet ppl dont blame you
and i?

I want it back, all of us.

2011-01-16T07:48:00.000-08:00

Everyday there'll be these small little funny arguements. That's the thing that keeps us going i guess!

I miss having the 6 of us together.
But we're still friends ;)

2010-12-10T04:55:00.000-08:00

I shouldn't have played games since i don't know how to.
Most off, i shouldn't have played it with you.
Should not be a hindrance in games.

x

2010-11-21T03:47:00.000-08:00

East Coast today with Sam. He did the flying.
I wanted to play but once i play the kite stuck on the tree o_o But lucky i have a smart boyfriend. He manage to take the kite down. UNEXPECTED.
So i sat at one side see one happy family building sandcastle
No more wind then stopped playing and went off!
Gng eat sooooon. Kway tiao more hum! :D

2010-11-20T01:08:00.000-08:00

W ~

At Sam's crib now. Ate Kway chap!
Acc him to Geylang to celebrate his coach's birthday last night. Flying kite tmr! :)

-14th; Raffles Place, Penin, Funan.

2010-11-12T04:29:00.000-08:00

Blog agn(:

2010-11-11T23:45:00.001-08:00

Seriously why do you keep thinking that your own children will do harm to you?
Lets say your bb set-up, you dont wna use your precious son desktop?
Just keep saying he's using so you wna use Pris's?
You just keep saying what if got virus blahblah.
So if there's really virus it won't affect your son's?

He's not that pitiful because he's the only half blood in the crib. Because all of us treats him well.
We are the pitiful ones.
Because he has a real father and mother.

P/S: I'm okay with my step bro.

2010-11-02T09:53:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Glenda!
& today's again a special 2nd♥

Marina barrage w my girls; kite bubbles food & pictures.
Home early cuz everyone had their own programmes aftermath
Lepak alone nearby my house. But time wasn't catching up.
Yet it was time to be home.

I wna have my own career too.
Do things that i like. Know whats my real ambition.
Instead of wanting to be a hair stylist, make up artist, designer, architect, baking, taking care of children and pets.

So many. If i finally know what i really want
where do i get the chance?

Filled w thoughts, sometimes really wonder why..~

2010-10-24T01:25:00.000-07:00

you told me to wake you up but you cant
and i cant sleep for long hours
and now ive nth to do.

I h8 having you by my side
but not having you BY MY SIDE.

2010-10-20T10:40:00.000-07:00

Samantha's ''wet'' party - said by her dad hahaha.

Idk if it's too stuffy here in my sis's room,
or i've eaten too much
or maybe i'm not use to using lappy for long??

I feel so umcomfortable now!
Regardless whatever reason causing this
imma stop using N.O.W nights!

2010-10-08T19:17:00.000-07:00

Because no smiles are real at times like this.

i cant do it, both ways i still will hurt myself
i cant do what i say.
i dw to say anymore, but still worried.

2010-10-03T00:40:00.001-07:00

There's nth interesting here or there anymore
long forgotten.

f.

2010-08-27T18:56:00.000-07:00

No phone. Stupid laptop broke down.
I'm in a so worse state now i don't even know how to say it here
argh

Haven't been online for so long. Almost forget pw
Lost touch with friends.
Sad.

N level. Leave school.

2010-08-24T04:11:00.000-07:00

Pig face. 2 more weeks~

Blog whenever i can. BYE!

2010-08-02T05:22:00.000-07:00

020209

Happy 1 and a half years <3

And in 3hrs 30 more minutes, my birthday!
Happy cos i'm 1 year older.
Won't it be good if one age stops at 19?
Young, legal age & can do whatever they want and such. <:

Nvr thought we'll come this far, but we did.
gna hold on to you tight. Dont let mistake take us away;

2010-07-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Really super long didn't blog properly.
Really envy others. ): But ya..

Dono what am i thinking lately..

Kk, just completed my detailed drawing, orthographic, left w contextual & board 1.
Maths formulas and all.

After sch will be either Kovan w my usual sweeties, home or Samuel.
Things are gng very fast. 2 more months and it's Prelims.
I only study in sch, which is not very enough.
1 month later, N.
Some one will be free by then, hope he will remain guai.

2010-07-24T10:47:00.000-07:00

Maybe some things were gone for some time,
just that we haven't notice yet.

2010-07-09T05:02:00.001-07:00

Finally.

Mmmm, the start smells fresh.
2 months and that's it, please peepoles, study real hard.
Nicolette & I should stop making each other laugh hard instead.

Meeting Samuel ltr on i think, waiting for him to be done w his things.
Hopefully it doesn't get too late.

Anyway, here's smth sweet.

Girl: I'm perspiring and i smell so bad now
Guy: Same
Girl: Is my hair very messy??
Guy: You're pretty girl.

KALPANA!! What are you staring at??
You look so funny! HAHAHHA :S

2010-07-04T10:20:00.000-07:00

A way

There are always some things we miss out in life.
STRESS.

Mr curry with Samuel, during the hols, Town ytd with him.
Shopped alone at Bugis tdy. then w my sister.
Gna watch Eclipse with Samuel tomorrow, hopefully a good one.

Wish holiday didn't have to end, those were the good 1 mth
i spent with my baby happily.

So charming.

2010-07-03T08:52:00.000-07:00

It's just not my day today
ytd.

2010-07-02T01:46:00.000-07:00

Shall blog sooooon. wait for me.(:

2010-06-22T22:56:00.000-07:00

oh yes i quit my job. Abit sad but i won't regret.
Like what others say there's better job out there for me NEXT TIME.
Wonder when.

2010-06-21T07:49:00.001-07:00

I brought this to myself.

2010-06-21T06:11:00.000-07:00

"The word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness."

2010-06-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

HI, super tired here, sleeping pills can't work wart dah hell
ANW, got a job. Now i know why people say studying is better & much more important
I MISS, my time at home lazing around doing nothing
ALTHOUGH working can earn money
BUT now, i have to find time to relax and the only time is when i'm on my bed

I NEED my bed so much now.
YET, i can't sleep. Well done. Lost a lot of appetite
and

Diarrhea

is worse.

I.SUSPECT my body system have changed.
BAI, off to meet my baby boy

2010-06-02T02:12:00.001-07:00

Hi everyone Sam here,
Gillian is working so i am here to blog for her ^^
She must be working like crazy girl now and dont know whether she can manage or not so worried for her.
This naughty girl dont even let me deliver lunch for her. (SCARE I SEE HER UGLY SIDE)
Today is her first day of work and this is her first job so let wish her good luck and all the best!
Lastly, Happy 16 month with me Gillian.Goh!

2010-06-01T18:17:00.000-07:00

16.

Working ltr, ytd play with Sam Nightclub city
quite fun actually! Wna play the fish thingy also but can't find the time. SOOOOOOOOOOOON!

playing with our tongue.

2010-05-27T08:41:00.000-07:00

Slept for 5 hours last night but it feels as if it was less than 3 hours.
East coast with Samuel Loh together with his family.
Cycled together on a 2 seater bike. Had fun:D

2010-05-26T07:17:00.000-07:00

Hope the loaches will be happy, and get use to the water soon!
So will my boy <:

2010-05-22T21:39:00.002-07:00

Kovan to see fishes> PS, ate at baby's house
bought food for father on my way home with Abi & Anna.
Today's my grandfather's 1 year death anni
maybe cos of this everyone is unhappy? I have no idea...

Had curry this morning, ate 2 small bowls of rice with overflowing curry. Oily but yumyum! :D

2010-05-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

Gave school a miss,
scored 6/50 for d&t,
stuck at home for now,
craving for curry!!!
I lost a good 1 damn kg.
& I WANNA LOSE MORE. 5 MORE KG.

2010-05-19T05:29:00.000-07:00

Removing all unclear lines.

Even if my world falls apart i know you'll be there to pull me up.
for everything, -smiles-
thank you, you may not give me the best, but you gave me your all.

I failed math drastically, i passed Chinese, didn't top anything but who really cares?
I am not some one who aims to top, i just want to know i did my best and that's all it really matters.
Who's proud for me and who's not does not matter. I am proud of myself

2010-05-18T07:11:00.001-07:00

2010-05-18T05:48:00.001-07:00

Love to leave.

Forgive and forget? How many people really could.
You can forgive but can't forget, you forgive so the mistake won't repeat agn
You can't forget because it gave you hurt, pain or whatsoever.
But isn't it better than forgetting but not forgiving?

Letting go and the opposite of it is holding on.

I wish i could keep mum about it
i'm bothered by it
i can't take my words back
who can i talk to?

>:

2010-05-14T09:57:00.000-07:00

COLOUR e v e r y edges

What do one need?

education, career, love, $$$, beautiful face w no pimples, good figure,
handsome face for the guys, 6/8 pags, family, good friends, fun, happiness.
&food.

I wish food never existed!!!

I see many happy girls, dang!
I hope they go crazy one day :P

On the other hand, everyone has their own problems.
It's better to have someone by your side. (:

A month's gna be up!!!!!! SOOON.

2010-05-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

Thumbs up for this song.
LISTEN!!!!!

2010-05-11T18:34:00.000-07:00

:S

Over dues! Everything seem to be in a slower-than-usual motion now
is it the medicine?
thank you my baby for coming down this 2 days
i love you. not for the things you get but your care.

2010-05-10T06:57:00.000-07:00

My Gillian Goh is sick D:
Hope she get well soon, i shall meet her tomorrow to get her breakfast.
I love you Gillian!

2010-05-03T23:09:00.000-07:00

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

2010-05-03T11:47:00.000-07:00

It's okay if you can't make someone happy
Just don't make that person sad.

It's already past 3, and i just had a pain bath.
I don't think i'm ready for Math paper in another 4 hrs time.
If anyone notice i really did work hard in class.
Why are people saying that i'm not?

2010-05-02T06:19:00.000-07:00

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the

saddest are these, 'It might have been.'

FAT, UGLY, STUPID, DISGUSTING, CHEAP.
Negative stuff, to me.

how ridiculous? stress enough, everything is more than enough.
look at me. 1 mth, EVERYTHING is gna be changed.
fully changed.

2010-05-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

I'm not a girl, not a human. A monster.

I FEEL SO DISGUSTED, WITH MYSELF.

2010-04-27T00:08:00.000-07:00

I turn my head and i saw K's eyes and mouth opened big.
The fact is not that i'm not strong enough, it's that i chose not to.

i tell myself never.

2010-04-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

Imperfections.

I pray and pray, nothing will happen to you.
You'll be stress free & recover as soon as possible.

Don't walk, i'll be your legs.

spent my time editing her cute face!!!!

Why am i so imperfect.>:

2010-04-19T00:43:00.000-07:00

Over,coming.

Long well spent day ytd.
went see chloe's {samuel's sister baby} baby show.
she's veryyyy cute!
got some fish, then Srgn north to get more fish again.

so now we have 30+10-3+15+16 fishes = 68 fishes:D

2010-04-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

Losing my concentrations in my studies again.
I start, i stop. I start again, and now i stop again.
I've forgotten the new topics which i put in the effort to study/memorise
I've forgotten the OLD topics which i've done my corrections.
I'm a disppointment to everyone + myself
The weather isn't good. Have been running up and down, cafe, ect.
I'm gna bring some books home to study.
I'm not gna skip lessons just for fun or cause it's boring.
I want to focus in class, i need to study.

2 more weeks to Mids, 2 more months to Prelims
then N's. And that's very fast.

EVERYTHING HAS TO CHANGE. From this moment on.
(Only 1, can't be changed.)
I'm not happy with what i have now.
(other than you.)

Many things on my blank mind. But where should i start?

2010-04-08T05:16:00.001-07:00

.
.
.
chocolate chip.

I HATE HER, BUT SOMETIMES I HATE ME-SELF even more.

{not Amelia}

I really want to manange my anger properly.

only in this way i find it fair. for the both of us.

2010-04-05T04:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i really don't bear to update my blog
Cause 1, i just keep re-editing
And 2, cause i don't want what Samuel post for me to be gone.

K, my day today. Monday~ Crawled myself out of my bed.
I keep memorising this line "tell daddy today sch gt some programme don't need go school so early!!!!"
But still crawled out. Now you all know i have crazy ideas!

Mac's after sch with C, A, N, S, LY. And i played w snake.

^
^
^
A REAL SNAKE.

2010-04-04T01:47:00.001-07:00

Hi Gillian. Sam here.
You must be out with bubbles now walking and i'm at home just wake up during this time!
Sorry should have wake up early and remember eat your dinner :P
I will miss you! <3

2010-03-30T06:43:00.001-07:00

Do you know the feeling of such closeness
would make someone stick with you for a life time?
Once you've taken away the closeness from me
and you gave it to some one else.
Only then i felt i trusted you; i believe you'll be back

have anyone fetched you with an umbrella only when the rain stops?
you'll be smiling like a fool if you had!
and ohhhhhh i watched SAW (dono 1 or 2, 3 or 4) the other day:/
grosss ttm.

2010-03-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

Hi Gillian! Your boyfriend ( DAsam ) blogging for you now haha.I love you and happy 420 days together (:

2010-03-28T07:51:00.000-07:00

You only come to me when you need me.
No, i need you all the time.

2010-03-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

“The greatest gift you can ever give to someone is your time. Becos' it is like giving a portion of your life that you can never get back.”

2010-03-22T04:57:00.001-07:00

Guilty Pleasure.

Quit: MACDONALD, SWEET DRINKS, ~~
Start: Studying for N's, 7 more months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-19T22:44:00.001-07:00

Happy 16 babe!

Yesterday was laughing day with baby. Laugh all the way~
Today is eating day. STOP EATING PLEASEEEEE ):

2010-03-19T02:03:00.000-07:00

LOL #2

2010-03-16T03:44:00.000-07:00

LOL!

2010-03-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

Wrapping in tissues.

I HATE BEING TREATED THIS WAY.
I TREATED YOU, AND THE REST THE OPP.
BUT WHAT DID YOU SAY?
"don't care for myself then care for who?"
YEAH SO NOW I'LL JUST CARE FOR MYSELF.
ONE BIG FUCK SIGN TO YOU.

Affronted.

I know my changes actually dont mean a thing.

2010-03-14T01:25:00.000-08:00

Add my new msn >g-illian@hotmail.com

----

cos it didn't even mean a fuck.

2010-03-07T19:02:00.000-08:00

42779 24784327 56v3

Dear John's boring. Not nice at all.

I LEFT THE WATER GOING FOR DONT KNOW HOW LONG
IT FLOODED.
lucky no one was at home. phewww

2010-03-05T21:05:00.000-08:00

He who is not jealous, is not in love.

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

2010-03-04T23:34:00.001-08:00

third attempt

over dues.

my life, has no life. BUT i studied much ytd.
(; had dinner w prttygal101. then home arnd 10.

2010-02-26T06:00:00.000-08:00

Getting clearer.

Feed the turtles and fishes in my sch. Realised no one feed them
this going 3 months, i only saw them eating once.
No more, but they were happily swimming after eating.
oh yes just remembered i fished in sch pond on Wednesday? FUN.

slacked all the way with N, fell asleep.

No pimples THANKS.

Worthless - nobody wants it.
Priceless - no one can get it.

2010-02-25T06:23:00.000-08:00

PS with Abi, her boyfriend and Anna.
All because, no one was home and i was locked outside again.
*#^$*&@^#!

"YOUR CLOSEST FRIEND IS YOUR GREATEST ENEMY"
just rmb,

Kk after ps, somerset, town.
only got a pumps.
Then back to Bishan, bubble tea then walked home w abi.

<;

bye!

2010-02-24T00:51:00.000-08:00

Wrap all that i've said to you into a paper,
when you've come to realise it's time, open it up.

you'll nvr come to realise.
maybe by then you'll have your own life, positive thinking seems hard.

2010-02-20T07:34:00.000-08:00

Fast post then shall talk to baby.
Ytd went watch movie with him. 72 tenents of prosperity
Very funny and nice.
Tdy went Amk hub shop shop. Regretted getting 2 rubi slippers
Instead i should've bought smth else.
Went over to Auntie house, saw mummy.
Daddy came fetch me and Dine home arnd 10- amk hub
then home.

High score none other belongs to yours truly.

and bubbles.

//still get affected by her.

2010-02-18T06:11:00.000-08:00

Supsup! Lunch with Tasmin Alicia Nicolette, i had fake shark fin + Chicken
+ another 5 piece of chicken+ coke,100plus,pepsi
yes much.

Bring my bro for a haircut> Trimmed my brows> cabbed to Amk
did a lil bit of shopping, then home sweet home.

I am jealous when i see ppl collecting ang paozxz with much money.
Cny should end faster lor=(

2010-02-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

One dollar smile.

Out with Sherleen. Did a lil shopping since all the cinema's were full.
Wasn't feeling well. cough until couldn't breathe.

then went cut hair. hmmm not bad? (;

Have a day more to revise for Common test.
Now i fell sick at the wrong time.

and baby. i love you.

2010-02-15T22:57:00.001-08:00

Went for breakfast this morning at mac with abi and anna
saw a guy that dresses like a girl (he has hair all over!) YUCKS!
lazy elaborate on what i did this weekend, nth much
went out, ton-ed at my cousin's place, play, eat, ect.

this is what happened over the weekend, boring new year!
not enough sleep.
Gna catch w movie ltr on.

2010-02-11T05:22:00.000-08:00

The worth.

head over to Kovan.
Almost had an heart attack.

J S N acc me to wait for my bus since i missed the first.
hee, thanks dudes.

pictures not in order. lazy.

heart shape(;

When you told me you were walking home.
I felt surprised and happy. smiled to myself.
but in less than a minute, you took away all the welcoming hope i had.

2010-02-10T05:13:00.000-08:00

goodbye;ggm

plan to take bus, brought my wallet out
reached bus stop- my ez link card in my pinafore.
-.-
used coins, reached lavender, ate, listen to pastor preach
bus to Mandai, preaching agn, bus back to lavender.
then ate agn.

home, brought my bibi and my cousin out to playground/park
bathed for bubbles, then went down agn with all my cousins
realise my family tree is very small. compared to others

k, then played marco-polo? blind mice, crocodile.
the blind mice can run sia! hahaha, laugh my ass off.

had fun(;
why only after you've done smth then you'll let me know? when isit gna stop?

2010-02-08T08:26:00.000-08:00

Caught tooth fairy with baby on Saturday. It's really nice(;
Visited my great grand mother, then the pastor did some preaching in Chinese.
Waited for every one to come, go, come go and finally it's my turn to go.
think i'll be gng school late tomorrow.

pictures not in order, lazy and tired. More @ wordpress.
Goodbye.

2010-02-02T15:39:00.000-08:00

Serendipity

Im late, but lazy. still, gna bathe and head to sch.
BYE.
020209-020210.

2010-01-28T04:50:00.000-08:00

Stare into the bloody blank space if you want to think.
it really helps.

no camp for me(; but i still have to pay for it. lol
this week isn't very good though i've been rather playful;hyper
sticking notes behind people.......

maybe i've been doing too much and it's really wearing me out.
sort of, in a good way i think. Contradicting it sounds.
till then.

2010-01-22T10:13:00.000-08:00

One day you're gna lose everything you have
but one more day it'll come back. twice as much and better.

&& i seriously hope that not all guys are the same.
can't help it. bt looking at them makes me look at us.

2010-01-19T01:28:00.000-08:00

Veins blood pain

You, did not lose him. But he, lost you.
You shouldn't even feel regretful. Instead he should.
You are wondering if You're on his small lil mind when he's in yours.
But is he???
It's not as if you're on a wheelchair and need him to push you from the back
COME ON!!!!!!!

2010-01-15T17:20:00.000-08:00

Cos i know others wont treat me like this.
they will only treat me how i treated you.

2010-01-15T00:31:00.000-08:00

Insignificant #2

Don't try, no matter how much it won't even make a diff.
-wearing out. seriously.

2010-01-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

insignificant.

... it's as if im doing all this for myself instead.
losing my fucking concentration once again. gna nw study agn.
gd bye.

K.just got back home..
late and im gna sleep now.

me us her him or them?

2010-01-12T02:47:00.000-08:00

86 400

b fetched me from sch.
brought bubbles down and there's this dog chased aft her-.-
tpy then sent me home at 9 ytd.

P/S: Rejoice in love, cry in love.

2010-01-10T06:11:00.000-08:00

Friday night.
Chompchomp>Punggol end>Amk> Home

Saturday.
Went arnd walking. Novena, Amk, Home.

i wish somethings didnt change
i wish you dont take things abt me so lightly at times
i wish we could go back to where we first started);

2010-01-08T03:41:00.000-08:00

You've done it well.

gna spend 5/7 of my week studying. First week of sch only.
but towards N's, its only a short period of 8 mths.
which is fast if you see it in my way.
I wont give up half way through and go for fun again
.
that word stirs me up.
Shouldn't have thought you were MY baby. cos she was YOUR baby.

i've bangs.once again. Bt this time it's a screwed up bangs=D

2010-01-06T19:50:00.001-08:00

Humanoid.

2010-01-06T05:50:00.000-08:00

The blinds are shut.

Live, Shamini went up to ans some ques and got me a balloon.
Hahaha (those fools who were fooled by my that i did that balloon myself)
Chapel, sat with darl and "old man"
Amk aftermath. Gt a hairband. Someone claimed my hair looks like wild grass.

My "old man"

I miss my beibei.

2010-01-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

Cuz the bad boys are always catching my eye

Tell you what i ate tdy.
1 bowl of laksa, ice pop, followed by yakult, 2 packet of high chew, tic tac.
and again, a bowl of noodles and honeydew. 3 apples.

hungry ghost festival start already meh?? Hahahaha.
Idc im gng for diet for 4 days!

2010-01-03T06:06:00.001-08:00

Never sick of.

j8 to find Pris friend> Amk to fetch #2M> met darl
my father love her so much........
Learned how to drive & Park. Darl kept asking me not to speed
but i just want to! No accident of cos. haha.
Still not bad for a first timer. I learned how to park in less than 30 mins.
just kept braking.

eating lala~

sad.

Thinking.

bliss!
Then met Samuel for half an hour before gng home.
At least he came up with some time. Had much fun today.
This is a good way to end the holiday isn't it?
Goodbye.

2010-01-02T09:55:00.000-08:00

(K)

Went over to Serangoon to find Samuel.Was thinking if he was arnd bishan
made me feel damn uneasy cos i dont do surprises.
Samantha laughing at my stupid-ness. *panics*
he cooked maggie + ketchup + chilli and a bowl of soup + eggs
simple but nice and i like it.

trying out abi's webcam.

Thank you for the assurance. {happy11th;iloveyourtext!sendmemoreofthat}

2010-01-01T07:16:00.001-08:00

Happy birthday to my bro.(;

2009-12-31T07:15:00.000-08:00

Everylilsingle,everylilthing.

AFTER TYPING ON WHOLE FUCKING CHUNK OF USELESS SHIT, I REMOVED.
Great.
One thing, i dont care if im staying at home when everyone's having fun.
You know me. I don't envy bitch. dont try to be sarcastic with me.

a body;

One brand new year starts from this moment.hope we can maintain things...

2009-12-29T08:16:00.000-08:00

Great Threat

One fucking shit, 1 out of 3. and it really made me wonder why.

I promise no one is gna see the weaker side of me anymore
but again.
this time i've made it very clear not only me, but him too.
But when i decided nobody wna listen. its okay. clear conscious!

Feel damn...
what i say even when i say just for fun he'll do it for me. like a bro
didn't care abt other things. only care about one idiot back then.
i wont regret my choice anyway. You are disappointed with me.
but i dont think im a disappointment to you compared to what i did tdy
upset. slowly you'll notice some difference and it'd be me changing

2009-12-29T07:46:00.000-08:00

me: i damn bloody full sia
SL: i also never say you fool you say yourself.

started laughing like mad after that. Laugh my ass off.
he's damn gong and he can't multi-task for nuts.

2009-12-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

Confessions of the pain.

sometimes he's just so cute.

2009-12-26T08:46:00.000-08:00

Stayed over at baby's. Didn't go to Pasir Ris in the end, but it's okay.
A veh different Christmas this year. cos i dint go anywhere else but with Sl.
still happy.
Slept arnd 3 plus 4. he waited for me to sleep then he go sleep.(;
Disturbed him wake up this morning, then evening he went back to sleep.
bwg! oh ya then he make give me this sausage bread.
left arnd 7, chatted w Sherleen online. She's coming back on 1st!
and my boss gave me off day. So good hor?

Tweety bird look like dono what, mickey mouse dont look like one,
Doremon look so angry. Fail! Only the third one and last one nicest.
cos its done by Yours Truly.

OI! i miss you. S.iwillchange4thebtr

2009-12-25T23:27:00.000-08:00

webcamming with Peiling now. and that pig is sleeping~
blog when im home(;